I think for a while I might just become a once a week blogger. I have been so busy lately and when I do have a minute I really don't want to reflect on how busy I have been. These next two weeks I think I have something scheduled for everyday (and some days I have more than one thing) that usually never happens cause I hate my time, jam packed ( I am a do what you want when you want kind of girl). But I guess it is usually only a few weeks out of like every four months. I shouldn't complain really since it makes time fly and at this point I am just dying for time to fly I can't wait for March then I can't wait for April and then May then I think I might be a little more settled. I know there is no time like the present but, to know I am soooo.. Close to getting out of this dump of a town it makes me antsy. I try not to think of it and maybe that is why I have allowed myself to get crazy busy. Some might laugh at me saying that but hey I try to enjoy my time and I like the laid back kind of life. Having one child is a cake walk compared to what some have (even if the one is a wild ball of energy that I don't know what to do with sometimes). But I know it is soon to be short lived. With me going back to school if not this summer then in the fall and then moving, and I am sure all the chaos that comes with that I will only wish for days like I now live and then if I were to ever add more kiddos to the picture then life as I know it will surely be forever gone. I have been in a panic almost some days because I realize with Daryl getting a real job (full-time) me working out will not be so easy. I have had it great Daryl works my workout time into his schedule and I go when ever pretty much. GREAT, OH I KNOW!!! But as I think of how things will change I am left with early the morning like 5am (no one wants to see or speak to me at this time) or getting my own home gym (can you say expensive) I feel very lost and panicky. But any way...
I might blab a lot because I am bored and I am trying not to eat. Because when I am bored and a lone I eat. Daryl went to a basketball game with a bunch of guys in Denver and I am here all evening by myself. I am bored and that is the only reason I am blogging, and chewing ice to keep myself from eating (don’t get me wrong in no way am I starving or even remotely hungry I could eat just to eat). I am getting serious about this weight loss crap because I am upset that I allowed myself to gain over the holidays when I was too close to my first weight goal. So I am re-doing what I already once did (very depressing).
I have some cute pictures of Paiglee from last week. All last week she was set on mach ten to destroy and climb and get into everything. Daryl and I found her in some very interesting spots and I was able to catch some on camera. I swear some days I think she should have been a boy. She destroys and climbs on everything, I thought boys mostly did that. She is a thrill seeker, and I have concluded she is going to be an athletic one. She is soo strong; she can pull herself up by holing on to the window ledge as if doing a pull up. I love that she is so energetic but only if it were nice everyday to get her out and burn some of it.
I might blab a lot because I am bored and I am trying not to eat. Because when I am bored and a lone I eat. Daryl went to a basketball game with a bunch of guys in Denver and I am here all evening by myself. I am bored and that is the only reason I am blogging, and chewing ice to keep myself from eating (don’t get me wrong in no way am I starving or even remotely hungry I could eat just to eat). I am getting serious about this weight loss crap because I am upset that I allowed myself to gain over the holidays when I was too close to my first weight goal. So I am re-doing what I already once did (very depressing).
I have some cute pictures of Paiglee from last week. All last week she was set on mach ten to destroy and climb and get into everything. Daryl and I found her in some very interesting spots and I was able to catch some on camera. I swear some days I think she should have been a boy. She destroys and climbs on everything, I thought boys mostly did that. She is a thrill seeker, and I have concluded she is going to be an athletic one. She is soo strong; she can pull herself up by holing on to the window ledge as if doing a pull up. I love that she is so energetic but only if it were nice everyday to get her out and burn some of it.
Saturday we went running and then we usually let Paiglee walk some of the way usually from one side of the park to the other but she walked all the way home. She would have never done that last summer. She loved it and we loved it since she was burnt out from it. I can't wait to get her back in the bike trailer; I don't think she remembers it and I know that she is going to just love it even more now that she is more aware and older. I love that she is so energetic because then she is able to keep up with Daryl and I cause we love to be outside and doing something. Yay! for toodlers. I might not say that too often.
I took Paiglee to the Doctor today because I thought she might have an ear infection because when she was getting her hearing tested the lady said she had pressure or fluid in her inner ear. So I got it checked out even though I thought it was from teething. Turns out she was on the verge of getting a sinus infection. Yuck!! So we got meds and we are hopefully going to be a happier baby within the next few days. She has been cranky but I thought maybe it was teething, but it was a little more than that.
Sunday was pretty good we were able to stay the whole time. Daryl and I swap every hour and it has been okay. We had a big melt down but she worked through it and she ended up choosing to participate. I tried to sneak out my hour but Paiglee saw me like every time I tried. I think if we do this she will get more and more use to it. Daryl and I also noticed that Paiglee doesn't understand social cues yet. We both think this was due to her being deliriously tired but she tended to melt down at the end because kids were taking things from her. Daryl said that one little girl took something from her and she chased her and pinned her in the corner and yelled (screamed her gibberish, and if you have heard Paiglee talk it is like a little alien and when she is made she is an alien cursing at you, very cute) at her. He said it was pretty funny, I told her good for her. It is never too early to learn to stick up for yourself. Daryl and I try not to interact with her; we are just there for comfort to let her know we are not leaving her. Paiglee needs to learn how to deal with other kids on her own and she needs to learn to trust the teachers. After church Paiglee refused to take a nap and she only had a 30 minute nap the whole day and yes you could tell she was running one E.
Starting tomorrow I am going to watch my friend Holly's baby girl Kya for like an hour every Tues and Thurs morning. Kya is too cute and I love watching her she is a very simple baby complete opposite of Paiglee who kept me on my toes. I enjoy babies and to watch one that is so care free is too much fun. Plus I like it for Paiglee to be around babies which I think is good for her. I will watch Kya for the rest of the semester I think it will also be a great way to change my routine around a little.
Sorry so long but heck if you didn't want to read it you could have stopped before now. ;)
I took Paiglee to the Doctor today because I thought she might have an ear infection because when she was getting her hearing tested the lady said she had pressure or fluid in her inner ear. So I got it checked out even though I thought it was from teething. Turns out she was on the verge of getting a sinus infection. Yuck!! So we got meds and we are hopefully going to be a happier baby within the next few days. She has been cranky but I thought maybe it was teething, but it was a little more than that.
Sunday was pretty good we were able to stay the whole time. Daryl and I swap every hour and it has been okay. We had a big melt down but she worked through it and she ended up choosing to participate. I tried to sneak out my hour but Paiglee saw me like every time I tried. I think if we do this she will get more and more use to it. Daryl and I also noticed that Paiglee doesn't understand social cues yet. We both think this was due to her being deliriously tired but she tended to melt down at the end because kids were taking things from her. Daryl said that one little girl took something from her and she chased her and pinned her in the corner and yelled (screamed her gibberish, and if you have heard Paiglee talk it is like a little alien and when she is made she is an alien cursing at you, very cute) at her. He said it was pretty funny, I told her good for her. It is never too early to learn to stick up for yourself. Daryl and I try not to interact with her; we are just there for comfort to let her know we are not leaving her. Paiglee needs to learn how to deal with other kids on her own and she needs to learn to trust the teachers. After church Paiglee refused to take a nap and she only had a 30 minute nap the whole day and yes you could tell she was running one E.
Starting tomorrow I am going to watch my friend Holly's baby girl Kya for like an hour every Tues and Thurs morning. Kya is too cute and I love watching her she is a very simple baby complete opposite of Paiglee who kept me on my toes. I enjoy babies and to watch one that is so care free is too much fun. Plus I like it for Paiglee to be around babies which I think is good for her. I will watch Kya for the rest of the semester I think it will also be a great way to change my routine around a little.
Sorry so long but heck if you didn't want to read it you could have stopped before now. ;)
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